Zenagent9 – The Diary

Galactic Security Agency

Zenagent9 is an employee of the GSA (Galactic Security Agency).

He works for the department „Paradise Research“.
The GSA is responsible for the security of the region Laniakea.

Laniakea is a local super clusters of galaxies. Besides the Milky Way galaxy it includes about 100,000 galaxies.
Its extension is 520 million light years.

In a remote corner of the Milky Way is the Sol system with the planet Terra.

Terra with its natives is considered unremarkable, the Yin-Yang-frequency structure is in the green zone.

Paradise Research

A department of the GSA, responsible for all matters relating to the force field behind the dialectic structures of the universe.
This force field is called Zero Point Field.
Hellway Seeker: department chief
ZenAgent1: Annalena La Rosa
ZenAgent2: Psychosis King
Zenagent3: Julia van Tasia
Zenagent4: Freaky Filer
Zenagent9: Cosmo Welfare


The Mission

A team of the GSA was lost on a research trip. Shortly after the last contact the reality structure scanner of the GSA had reported time warps on Terra. Affected were the years 1119, 1244 and 2016.
A time warp is very rare. In general, the action is carried out by authorized and trained personnel. Unauthorized time warps can destabilize reality structures. The mission of ZenAgent9 is to find out what happened and to save the situation.
Special ZenAgents can perform time warps using the Zero Point Field.

Reality Generator

A Reality Generator is an energy field that can appear in the ZeroPointField. If you are free from personal structures, the generator can give you access to all areas of reality. No one has yet understood how it works and it is a major research project of the GSA.

Zero Point Field

It is an energy field, which lies at the heart of all existence. It is an omnipresent energetic substructure. Reality is represented here optional. It is the ocean of creation. No time, no space, no rules, everything is possible. Only identities without a fixed personality structures can enter this field and use zero-point energy.
The concept of zero-point energy was developed in Germany by Albert Einstein and Otto Stern in 1913, using a formula developed by Max Planck in 1900. The term zero-point energy originates from the German Nullpunktsenergie. Vacuum energy is the zero-point energy of all the fields in space, which in the Standard Model includes the electromagnetic field, other gauge fields, fermionic fields, and the Higgs field. It is the energy of the vacuum, which in quantum field theory is defined not as empty space but as the ground state of the fields. In cosmology, the vacuum energy is one possible explanation for the cosmological constant.


For, behold, the stone that I have set before Joshua; on one stone are seven eyes: behold, I will engrave its engraving, says the Lord of Armies, and I will remove the iniquity of that land in one day.
Zechariah 3.9

God took the man, and put him into the garden of Eden to cultivate and keep it. God commanded the man, saying, “You may freely eat of every tree of the garden, but you shall not eat of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for in the day that you eat of it, you will surely die.
Genesis 2.15

God caused the man to fall into a deep sleep. As the man slept, he took one of his ribs, and closed up the flesh in its place. God made a woman from the rib which he had taken from the man, and brought her to the man. The man said, “This is now bone of my bones, and flesh of my flesh. She will be called woman, because she was taken out of man.
Genesis 2.21

11 I saw the heaven opened, and behold, a white horse, and he who sat on it is called Faithful and True. In righteousness he judges and makes war.
12 His eyes are a flame of fire, and on his head are many crowns. He has names written and a name written which no one knows but he himself. 13 He is clothed in a garment sprinkled with blood. His name is called “The Word of God.”
14 The armies which are in heaven followed him on white horses, clothed in white, pure, fine linen.
15 Out of his mouth proceeds a sharp, double-edged sword, that with it he should strike the nations. He will rule them with an iron rod. He treads the wine press of the fierceness of the wrath of God, the Almighty.
16 He has on his garment and on his thigh a name written, “KING OF KINGS, AND LORD OF LORDS.”
17 I saw an angel standing in the sun. He cried with a loud voice, saying to all the birds that fly in the sky, “Come! Be gathered together to the great supper of God,
18 that you may eat the flesh of kings, the flesh of captains, the flesh of mighty men, and the flesh of horses and of those who sit on them, and the flesh of all men, both free and slave, small and great.”
19 I saw the beast, and the kings of the earth, and their armies, gathered together to make war against him who sat on the horse, and against his army.
20 The beast was taken, and with him the false prophet who worked the signs in his sight, with which he deceived those who had received the mark of the beast and those who worshiped his image. These two were thrown alive into the lake of fire that burns with sulfur.
21 The rest were killed with the sword of him who sat on the horse, the sword which came out of his mouth. All the birds were filled with their flesh.
Revelation 19

I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth have passed away, and the sea is no more.
2 I saw the holy city, New Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared like a bride adorned for her husband.
3 I heard a loud voice out of heaven saying, “Behold, God’s dwelling is with people, and he will dwell with them, and they will be his people, and God himself will be with them as their God.
4 He will wipe away every tear from their eyes. Death will be no more; neither will there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain, any more. The first things have passed away.”
5 He who sits on the throne said, “Behold, I am making all things new.” He said, “Write, for these words of God are faithful and true.”
6 He said to me, “I have become the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. I will give freely to him who is thirsty from the spring of the water of life.
7 He who overcomes, I will give him these things. I will be his God, and he will be my son.
Revelation 21

Reality is changing

I am here because of my work. I am ZenAgent9,  employee of Paradise Research, a department of the GSA – Galactic Security Agency.  Unfortunately I have some problems with strange energy fields. For now the connection to my terminals is broken, I am alone with my power unit, my central atom and my zenmachine. I am not sure what reality is. In our dialectical structure we see the rule yin and yang. When something goes up, another corresponding element goes down. Reality seems to be a universal energy field that vibrates with unimaginable amounts of waveforms. And individual personality is the memory of the past, the consequence of our connections with those waveforms.

My mission is to find a lost team of Paradise Research, my departement of the GSA. The team consists of Annalena La Rosa and Psychosis King. I do not know exactly what has been their job, in our profession we know just as much as we need to know for the job. But I have a speculation, their research has to do with the Holy Grail.

The Holy Grail is a terran legend of a mysterious powerful object, which has to do with the temple of King Salomon in Jerusalem, with the templars and the cathars. Terran legends are my hobby. I’ve probably got the job because of my knowledge. 

March 22.1120 – The Holy Grail

Jerusalem! I reached Terra in the year 1120. I could scan the energy traces of the team.
My goal was the headquarter of the Templars and I was looking for a lost team of the GSA.
I was extremely careful. Nobody noticed me, my shield was working fine. My brain frequency was close to zero. The humans could not notice me because of my shield.

I searched the whole building and finally deep under the palace I found the hotspot. Here the team had longer stay. In the middle of golden room stood an altar and on it a big singing bowl.
Next to the bowl I saw a elongated stone, more precisely a beater. On it were eight symbols, seven chakra symbols and a waveform.

I had studied the spiritual writings of Terra from official as well as personal reasons. And I remembered the bible Zechariah 3.9:
“See, the stone I have set in front of Joshua! There are seven eyes on that one stone, and I will engrave an inscription on it,’ says the LORD Almighty, and I will remove the sin of this land in a single day.”

With high probability I found the Holy Grail. Yin (bowl) and Yang (stone).
The insrciption was surely a basic frequency. On this frequency were build seven other frequencies in certain intervalls, a scale, the seven eyes, controllers for access to the seven chakras.
I’ m used to act and so I took the stone a hit the bowl, come what may. A deep sound began to fill the room and me. Light began th shine throuhgh everything, then an angel was singing, I relaxed and listened.

After the song ended, a deep frequency turned into a terrible feedback. My shield collapsed.
The power unit did not work, as a consequence the zenmachine disappeared.
So I was forced to live in Jerusalem some time. I managed to create a trustful relationsship to the templars and I learnt a lot about their world, especially about the holy grail. In their view, the grail is an objekt from another spiritual world. The grail seems to do what he wants. It happened that the grail was away for some weeks and suddenly he was back again. Nobody knows what his function is. When someone hits the bowls, then completley different things can happen. It seems to depend on the personality.
Oh, man, what the grail had done to me was this: my ressources were away. I would begin again at the beginning. It was a long time in Outremer. But everything comes to an end and my studies and my exercises finally allowed me to get in touch with the ZeroPointField.

Dec 26.2015 – Reality Generator

Free of time and space, like a rest in paradise. Peace and love inside of me. Unfortunately my control had failed. I was floating in an ocean of vibrations and  points of light. Somehow like the zero point field, somehow like a journey through the galaxies. But this time I felt a connection with all. Very pleasant, on the one hand, on the other hand I am was not here for my pleasure.
I focused on the ZeroPointField and managed to find a reality generator.

And I managed to get access to all areas. I had reached a material reality again , altought I was not shure that I was in right universe. There too much parallel universes.

My condition was catastrophic. Thoughts came into my head, my shield was full of holes.  Calm down, again from the front:  what is reality?
I am  ZenAgent9, employee of the department Paradise Research, sent out to find the lost team, the holy grail, the door to paradise and to examine a time jump.
My shield is somehow defective and I am trapped in a body. No connection to the departement, no trace of Annalena and Psychosis King. I need a rest!

Dec 27.2015 – Let’s go

I felt better, well-rested. Even my zenmachine showed signs of life. So I jumped to Terra and searched for the endpoint of the time warp.  My scanner path led me to a city in Germany, Hamburg. The signal was weak, and I hung around the city. Nice city but the humans seeemed stressed. I’m doing what I always do: I connect to the environment, become one with it! 
The intuition leads to the goal, it’s time for fun, it can only get better.
I spent three days in order to find  Annalena La Rosa and Psychosis King. And then it was time.

Jan 01.2016 – Psychosis King

A church – new year 2016 – The building drew me like a magnet. My scanner showed me the characteristic pattern of a ZenAgent.
The church vibrated in the darkness of the cold night. Although I was pretty beat, I manged to enter the church unnoticed. And there he was! Psychosis King stood in a kind of dark red light. He became more and more transparent, obviously he had connection with someone or something. I decided to do nothing, I only connected my central atom to the vibration.

Death is Illusion

I saw his reality on my sanner. He was trapped in a cosmic sequence of events. That’s just like him, always looking for the dark power. But apparently the project was not crowned with success. I knew the story of my studies. Was it reality, his reality, universal reality? Hard to say.

And the show on. Psychosis merged into into Annalena La Rosa. Above her head hung a circling energy field like a halo. The light turned to green, Annalena, what are you doing here? She looked at me and said: “I have no time, it was the grail in Jerusalem, it dissolved his personal frequency. A central magnetic point, three continental plates, three religions, I must go now with him. Death is illusion. Time is illusion. Everything was planned long before by the GSA. The secret is hidden in the central atom. Find out now.”

That was now too far. I went to the shining appearance. The closer I got, the more Annalena disappeared and a templar appeared in a blue light instead. Back in Jerusalem.

The MIRROR. Good sound in the church, I understand. I saw myself  through all times. Then my surroundings changed, I was in a church ruin, and my clock said: it is 9 o’clock in the morning, Friday, February 19, 2016! Eighteen days later. Normally nothing brings me out of the concept, but now I was greatly irritated. I need a good breakfast.

Feb 23.2016 – Inventory

My findings, Facts and my Todo List

My mission is to examine a time warp on Terra and to find the lost team of the GSA. At first I was in Jerusalem 1119 , because there I felt a trace of Annalena La Rosa and Psychosis King.

1119 was the year when King Baldwin II of Jerusalem granted the Templars a headquarter in a wing of the royal palace on the Temple Mount. The Temple Mount was above the ruins of the Temple of Solomon.
In my opinion the Templars had only one goal: to search for the Holy Grail. The Holy Grail is an alchemical energy field, which has various manifestations, responding to the viewer.

The GSA team found the field deep under the templars headquarter in the vaults.
And I found it too, for me it looked like a stone and a bowl. Seven chakra symbols and a wavy number were engraved in the stone. I could not identify the number, it was a catcha. 
The bowl represented the yin-energy and the stone represented the yang-energy.

I hit the the bowl with the stone. But the right frequency was misssing. That was my fault.
So I brought yin and yang together, energy flows through the seven chakras, but the result was not what I expected. I overestimated myself! I could not control the things and got my comeuppance.
I experienced some spacelike events and stranded in the year 2016.

Here I found Psychosis King in a church. He turned into a nun and broke up. Perhaps it was a hologram projection. Do not trust anyone – nothing is what it seems, the secret service has it own rules.

During my stay on Terra a veil fell over my realtity. I had barely access to the ZeroPointField. My body became of prison and an incessant stream of thoughts spilled into my consciousness.
No connection to my bureau, no possibilties to travel, my chakras seemed to be closed. I was not totally dependent on the world, energies were still floating, but it was exhausting.
I had the distinct impression that a dark vibration, a strong powerfield was working behind all. I went into a trap, but who and where is the trapper?

Open questions:
1. The time warp affected the years 1119, 1244, 1330 and 2015. What happened in these years, where is the connection?
2. What happened to Psychosis King and Annalena La Rose in Jerusalem?
4. What is the Holy Grail? Where is the Holy Grail?
3. What happened in the church 2016?
5. How can I get rid of my mental and physical disabilities?

To obtain information I need an Internet connection.
I need a base and and contact with natives. My choice was a muscian and expert for universal frequencies, Cosmo Welfare. He was searching someone for his projects. Just right for me.

Meditation music relaxes. Normally, problems can be solved by itself, if you have the nerve, the trust and the patience. But what is normal on Terra, I never seen such a dilapidated planet, like a prison planet with prisoner which fight each other. Well, not all :-).

Feb 26.2016 – Getting into the details

My thoughts come and go, maya! Nevertheless I have my acquired behavior. ZenAgent9 Office, Ha-Ha.
So my Todo List Update
Open questions and answers:
1. The time warp affected the years 1119, 1244, 1330 and 2015. What happened in these years, where is the connection?

The connection can be the Holy Grail. 1119 I saw this energy field in Jerusalem
On 16 March 1244, a large and symbolically important massacre took place, where over 200 Cathar Perfects were burnt in an enormous pyre at the prat dels cremats („field of the burned“) near the foot of the castle. Supposedly, the treasure of the Cathars (probably the Holy Grail) was taken away from the castle short before.
1330 – the last catharines were immured in the cave of Lombrives by the inquisitor Jacques Fournier. This was the last known location of the Holy Grail.
2015 – I found a trace of the team in the year 2015.
2016  is a year of reality changes, the Holy Grail plays an important role. 


2. What happened to Psychosis King and Annalena La Rose in Jerusalem?
4. What is the Holy Grail? Where is the Holy Grail?
3. What happened in the church 2016? 
4. How can I get rid of my mental and physical disabilities?

John’s First Letter 2:15

Don’t love the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, the Father’s love isn’t in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, isn’t the Father’s, but is the world’s. The world is passing away with its lusts, but he who does God’s will remains forever.

This was the first halftime of our game, the team goes into the break. I love football and after all a lot of things on Terra. It was a good idea to work with the Anahata Chakra (Heart Chakra). One more thing before I go to the wellness lounge:

If the opposite of love is hate, than it is not love.

March 06.2016 – Trinity of Death

– I am moving ahead, my chakras are recovering, working better than ever. Music is healing.

John 18:36

Jesus said in answer, My kingdom is not of this world: if my kingdom was of this world, my disciples would have made a good fight to keep me out of the hands of the Jews: but my kingdom is not here.

I remembered the word of the hero of the bible (you know that I studied terrestic esoteric writings). Since I am staying here, I have problems with the three main regions of my normal existence. I feel that the mental region is filled with thoughts – you must know that thoughts usually are coming from outside, thoughts are living in the mental energy field. Here is the home of all thoughts and normally they stay there – but now they are inside my system, my microcosmos. It is the same with the feelings, likes and dislikes and all that shit, and even the physical existence provides no security.

Permanently something is broken, often you feel tired and cold. It is the trininity of death, and all people spend their time with the requirements of this trinity.
Me too. They keep me busy. They distract me. In the end I’m buried under garbage.
I remembered the event in the church. It is the same with the three persons. They occupy me.
For me they are like the mental, astral and physical field. Red, green and purple. Halo or what? A trick of the secret service, Hellway Seekers invention perhaps. Who the hell is this nun?

If you do not know how to continue, meditate, locate your central atom, concentrate and expand.

March 9.2016 – My Fault

Genesis 2:16

„God commanded the man, saying, “You may freely eat of every tree of the garden; but you shall not eat of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil; for in the day that you eat of it, you will surely die.”

My time-out with meditation, sports and music was a good idea. The longer I stay on Terra, the more I like it. Surely, I am not amused of my new problems, but on the other hand I learn a lot of things. For example: I thought it over, what happened under the temple mount? I hit a bowl with a stone. Why I have done it? Because I was stupid and hastily. Today it became clear to me.

I ate from the tree of knowledge and activated the expulsion from the paradise. I can not explain it exactly. Since today a have a new view of things. Like a picture, not a thought or idea, more like a graphic. I look on this picture and say: aha. so that’s it. And even more amazing, I have the feeling that a person shows me and speaks to me.
The knowledge of good and evil is the knowledge of yin and yang, I can look on the tree of knowledge, I can rest in its shade, I can learn from the tree, but if I eat his fruit, than I will die. Because the fruits of good and evil, of yin and yang, of the dialectically strukture are always to heavy for me. That’s how it is. Fasting is better for me. The Holy Grail under the temple mount was my tree of knowledge of good and evil. To hit bowl with the stone had caused my misfortune.

Conclusion: if you are connecting yourself with the fruits of dialectically structure, you become part of the strucuture. And this structure is mortal.

March 22.2016 – How the wind blows

Fortunately, everything takes its course. The enlightenment came as usual deep in the night: THE GRAIL IS AN ERASER!
Every Agent of the GSA has an individual frequency pattern written down in his central atom. At this cosmic ID the individual karma, all incarnations, everything is appended. If you have no cosmic ID you are really out of reality. Today I found out that my ID is erased. Therefore, I have no connection to the GSA, to my terminals, to my resources.
What happened? The Grail must have done it. When I hit the bowl my whole operating system was zeroized. I again started from the front.
Meanwhile, I feel good with my situation, the GSA and Hellway Seeker are far away. Even Psychosis King and Annalena La Rosa are no longer so important, everything is relative. Chakra activation is a deep adventure, and my problems will be solved somehow. Annalena said to me in the church, that everything was planned by the GSA. The secret is hidden in the central atom. There is some truth. I have to look after your own affairs. One after the other. I continue to work on the Throat Chakra and on the Third Eye and then the crown chakra. And then…..
I will the search for the Grail. My plan: I will travel to land of Languedoc the land of the Cathars. The legend says, the grail was there in the year 1244: Château de Montségur.

April 01.2016 – Back to Work

My time-out are over, regrettably. It was a instructive time. Chakra activation is almost done, except the activation of the crown chakra. The Crown Chakra is also called the thousand-petaled chakra and all the others chakras are contained here virtually as pure principles. So to speak, it is the control room for all levels below.

To handle the capabilities of the crown chakra, I use the Eye of Providence. The symbol dates from the dawn of time, and I have found it in different forms everywhere on earth. It contains the power to fend off attacks of the trinity of death (thoughts, emotions and energy problems).

For example: when some thoughts going around in my head, then I call up the picture  and replace the thoughts.  It is very simple. It is a shield.

I don’t know what will happen next. What I can do is the following:
– chakra energy training and optimization
– physical training
– elaboration of plan for the travel to the Languedoc
– scan realtity for vibrations of Annalena La Rose and Psychosis King

The second half of my job has started.

May 05.2016 – Initial Suspicion

I very often rely on my instinct, and my experiences with it have been good.  Since I am on Terra, I have the feeling that something is wrong. A hidden secret is manifesting itself in every aspect. And today I have a name for it: Jaldabaoth or Jaldabaoth!
Apocryphon of John :
Now the archon (ruler) who is weak has three names. The first name is Yaltabaoth, the second is Saklas (“fool”), and the third is Samael. And he is impious in his arrogance which is in him. For he said, „I am God and there is no other God beside me,“ for he is ignorant of his strength, the place from which he had come.
My home is the Laniakea Cluster – Galaxy 432 – System 27 – Planet 9  and I am not responsible for terrestic matters, but now I am involved, I have learned the hard way in a personal crises.
A power field holds my captive.
The cathars had the same view, there is a Creator God.

May 15.2016 – Jaldabaoth

It’s over. I reached the pays cathare on May 9.2016. I found a place for living and some days I scanned the land for traces of Annalena and Psychosis King. I saw many ruines, I felt depression and danger.  But an May 15.2016 I reached the Montségur. Cold, stormy, rainy sunday.  

At the end of my visit a stood a long time at the stele, the place where the cathars were murdered on March 16.1244. Yaltabaoth, you have done it, I became very angry, that was my fault, I know now.

Then I tried to get home with my car. But that was not so easy, my navigator did not know where we were. Sometimes he lost the GPS-Signal. It was hard to find the way, rain, storm, dangerous traffic, I nearly lost control. But I managed the situation or should I say I did what I could do.
I think the light helped me to cool down and to  reach my home.

The night came with thunder and storm, the electric was down, no light. He was around, and for a long time I was lost in the energy fields. Reality was changing everytime, forms, pictures, sounds, lights, thoughts, emotions, the whole world of frequencies was floating around, everything was moving. Jaldabaoth is the master of energy, a creator. But he has no central atom. That’s it.

The morning came with light. And in this light I found Annalena La Rosa.

May 20.2016 – Whit Monday

Today I found Annalena. And that was so: in the morning I felt liberated from evil emotions and I started a walk through the little village, where I lived in the land of the cathars. I saw her sitting in the morning sun meditating under a tree. She opened her eyes and said: „here you are at last.“
Typically Annalena. Then she told me her story:
„after our strange experience in the church in Hamburg I lost Psychosis some days later. I could not prevent him to follow a creature with great power. I jumped back to the year 1244 to the Montsédur to find the grail, but without success. I followed the trace to 1330, Lombrieve, then to  Rennes-le-chateau, I felt the vibration, but the signal was too week. I think, the grail is still here in thze mountains. What can we do now?“

„Good question, I see, your ID is erased like mine. Nobody can find us. That is good, on the other hand, we have no resources. Do you remember what you said to me in the church: Everything was planned long before by the GSA. The secret is hidden in the central atom. I think I have found out that Terra is ruled by a creature called Yaltabaoth, he is the creator of this world. He has no central atom, he is an god-like energy field that keeps mankind in prison. But he is not God, our father.“
I told here of my adventure of May 15.2016. And then I asked here: „what is going on in the GSA, what does it mean, everything was planned by the GSA?“

Annalena answered: „the plan is to free Terra from this creature, Hellway Seeker told me in a weak moment. But I am sure that this is the truth. Equally it may be, that the GSA wants the grail, or Hellway Seeker. We must be prepared for anything.
The grail must be much more than we know, perhaps it is a weapon. Perhaps the grail can lead to heaven or hell. Perhaps the grail can give absolute power in the material world, but the price is the central atom, Yaltobaoth needs central atoms for living, he eats them.  That is an existing legend on Terra. Psychosis King is certainly caught by the grail and Jaldabaoth. I think, he is lost.

Let us try to build up a powerfield, our own network of light forces.“

So we decided to continue on own account, no matter what the GSA wants. We had no ID, thanks to the grail, so we could not be found. Anyway, we thought it. Annalena would remain in the Pays Cathare and I would travel back to my base in Germany.

August 13.2016 – Reset

This is my decision: I break up. I quit.

 The Holy Grail is far away. This is may temporary result. I will reset my systems. I like it here just fine, I learnt the language of the people, I found some friends, a home and a music studio.

Mai 22.2016 – Psychosis King

On the trip back to Germany Jaldabaoth appeared again. At a gas station a hitchhiker came up to me and asked me to take him a part of the way. At first everything seemed to be normal. The guy looked somehow like Psychosis King, but I thought no more about it. 

 As soon as we drove away from the gas station he began continuously to chatter. His stories were about conspiracy theories, he said he would be persecuted by the state, by the police, by tthe secret service and so on. The intensity of his language was scary, the frequencies high and dangerous. On the highway was heavy traffic, it was raining and the the visibility was very poor, and I felt the danger of an accident. All around me cars, too fast for the road conditions. It was clear to me that the hichhiker was really Psychosis King, he became an energy vampire, directed by Jaldabaoth.

I focused on the central atom, slowed my breathing, stopped all thoughts. I turned everything off and I handed over the control completely. The central atom grew and filled the atmosphere. Psychosis King started to to speak in unintelligible words. The situation lasted one hour, then Psychosis King wanted to get out of the car at the next motorway service area. Finally I asked him: „Psychosis King, if you want to come back and build up a new personality, we help you with all our forces.“ Suddenly he spoke quite normal: „No, I want it this way.“ And then he was away.

May 23.2016 – Love your Enemies

Matthew 5:44
„But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you, that you may be children of your Father who is in heaven. For he makes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the just and the unjust.“

On that journey, deep in the night, I felt the time of change. It makes no sense for me to be angry with Psychosis King or Jaldabaoth. It makes no sense to fight against him, it hurts only me. My enemies are energy fields, they are connected to my outer shell, and as long as I stay here, I would have to use my force to keep them at bay. I will try.

June 29.2016 – Understanding Jaldabaoth

He is the a problem in my life. It seems, that he rules not only the outer world, he and his dark angels are everywhere, also in me. How is it possible? Where is the door for him?

I see no way out. But that’s not so bad. Inside of me a have a my own field and I can escape.

If you are interested in the facts, read the Apocryphon of John, then you know what is going on.

I sign up if there is something new. In the meantime I try to extend my shield. It works, but it is a constant struggle. There are only half measures, 50 percent in favor, 50 percent against it, one half good, one half bad, there are always two ways, left, right, up, down, and so on. It is YIN-YANG pure.

But when I go deep inside, then he can not follow me.

July 14.2016 – My first knowledge of the Apocryphon of John

To understand Jaldabaoth I have to go to the period prior to its creation.

The invisible spirit created

1 the thought

the first power, the Barbelo, which was before all, the image of the invisible spirit, the first man.

The Barbelo requested from the invisible, virginal Spirit to give her foreknowledge. The Spirit consented.

2 foreknowledge

The Barbelo requested to grant her indestructibility, and the inivisible Spirit consented.

3 the indestructibility

The Barbelo requested to grant her eternal life, and the invisible Spirit consented.

4 eternal life

She requested to grant her truth. And the invisible Spirit consented.

5 the truth

This is the pentad of the aeons, the image of the invisible Spirit.

It is the forethought, which Barbelo, and the thought, and the foreknowledge, and the indestructibility, and the eternal life, and the truth.

This is the androgynous pentad of the aeons, which is the decad of the aeons, which is the Father.

The invisible Spirit begot a spark of light and Barbelo conceived a child by him, Christ.

The invisible Spirit gave his child perfection.

The Christ asked for the mind and the spirit agreed.

The mind wanted to create reality by the word of the invisible Spirit. And the will of the mind became reality.

(In the beginning was the word)

The word followed the will of the mind.

The invisible Spirit made Christ the head of the universe

and the universe was established by Christ by the will of Barbelo, by the first power.

From the foreknowledge of the perfect mind,

through the expressed will of the invisible spirit came the perfect human, the first revelation, the truth,


Armozel, Oriael, Daveithai, Eleleth are the four enlightener, the followers of Christ.

Each enlightener is connected with three aeons, this results in 12 Aoens.

Sophia is one of the 12 Aeons.

She created without consent of the invisible Spirit an imperfect being

Jaldabaoth, the first Archon.

Jaldabaoth created the cosmos in the image of the Pleroma

and made himself the God of it.

And he spoke to the powers of darkness, the powers, that Jaldabaoth had created:

„Let us create a human beeing in the image of God and in our image.“

And they created Adam.

Sophia realized her mistake, she repented and wept.

The whole Pleroma heard her prayer of repentance

and offered the invisible Spirit a prize for his help.

And the invisible Spirit sent her the Holy Spirit.

So Sofia was given the opportunity to rectify their error.

She could no longer enter her level, she was to remain in the

ninth heaven

until she restored what was lacking in herself.

Sept 09.2016 – Termination

There’s a surprise, the GSA has answered for my birthday and congratulated me. And even better, they have accepted my termination.
How can that be? I thought the contact was broken off, but this morning at 09:09 woke my communicator and showed this message:

Sept 25.2016 – Depart

Today I decided to depart. It was a nice time here, it was like being on holiday. But I still have a lot of work to do.

What have I really achieved? 

My job was to find out what happened to the lost team of the GSA and what is about the time-warps.

Ok, I found Annalena La Rosa and Psychosis King, I found out what happened.

But I think, there was a hidden problem, a hidden meaning in all.

It has to do with the Holy Grail.

And now I am ready to start. I return to the beginning. 

Sept 27.2016 – The End

The summer is over. Autumn, time to change. Now I am on the road.

I have left everything.

I have a vague idea of the future, that is all. Perhaps I can do it all myself, no machines, no GSA, no human help.

Is this the end of the story? May be, may be not. Today I close this diary.

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The original order consisted of 9 persons. Hugues de Payens and eight knights, two of whom were brothers and all of whom were his relatives by either blood or marriage: Godfrey de Saint-Omer, Payne de Monteverdi, Archambaud de St. Agnan, Andre de Montbard, Geoffrey Bison, and two men recorded only by the names of Rossal and Gondamer. The ninth knight remains unknown, although some have speculated that it was Count Hugh of Champagne himself — despite the Count returning to France in 1116 and documentary evidence showing that he joined the Knights on his third visit to the Holy Land in 1125.

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